shattering pain of a reckless heart
i was always careful not to be too passionate on things that could have hurt me, including love. i guess even with my family i was never demonstrative. i had been careful enough not to hurt myself coz i knew i have a very low tolerance for pain- whether it’s physical or emotional. i just dont know what prompted me to let my guard down with a relationship that i knew from the start would not go anywhere. now i am in pain as in PAIN. ala m mo yun may mga moments na gusto ko magwala…gusto ko umiyak pero alam ko namang useless coz these acts won’t do me good. sana pala di ko na sya nakilala. sobra ang pain…i am trying so hard na makabangon na but i cant..waahh…my tears are fallling right now….sakit…..
